A Letter to Myself on the First Day of the Nepali New Year Looking back, I realize I am not the same person I was even six months ago. No man has ever influenced me as positively as Sanjay Sir. There were times I liked someone, but my feelings were intense, unhealthy, and addictive—simi…
A Letter to Myself on the First Day of the Nepali New Year Looking back, I realize I am not the same person I was even six months ago. No man has ever influenced me as positively as Sanjay Sir. There were times I liked someone, but my feelings wer…
What do they want from me? What should I have done for the work to be completed, and what should I not have done? What actually counts as “work” and what doesn’t? Is the work they are assigning even valid work? They demand specific formatting for do…
मसानमा मुर्कट्टा किचकन्या चिच्याए पनि उनीतिर नहेर, उनीहरूको आवाज नसुन। आकाशबाट आगो झरुन् वा पछाडिबाट खुकुरी तेर्स्याउन, दिनको प्रतीक्षा गर, पुरै रात लड। जब बिहान आउँछ, आफ्नो बाटो नछोड। सोच्न देऊ, मान्छे बनमान्छेका कुरा। केही नभनी अघि बढ। मसानमा बस्न…
आज बदलावको हावा चल्यो आज परिवर्तनको खहरे बग्यो कसका लागि, किन हुँदैछ? कसको अनुरोधमा बुनिँदैछ? खाका र मार्ग, स्वप्नमा भुलेका यथार्थ— आफ्नो लागि, आफ्नै चिहानको लागि। आफ्नो मुहारमा लागेका दाग मेट्न, आफ्ना गुरुकै वचनमा बाटो भेट्न, मरण क्षणको …
कफ्काको मौनता, बेचैन छोड्छौ। दरबारमार्गका अत्तर बर्साउँछौ, आफैँ फिजा फैलाउँछौ। अहा, अदामा शाहज्यादी जस्तै, आफू नजिक तान्छौ। अनि सोध्छौ— भुमरीमा कसरी फस्यौ तिमी? अगर लिखा होगा तो मिलोगी ज़रूर, अगर नहीं तो खुदा को बुलाऊँ, तब भी तुम दूर चलोगी। पूरी क…
It’s crazy how impossible it is to actually know what’s inside someone’s head. One moment a person is laughing, looking normal, and the next moment they’re doing something so dark that nobody around them ever saw it coming. We’ve all seen it — peopl…
माया त्यसैसँग हुन्छ, जसको सपना र जीवनको दिशा तपाईंको बाटोसँग मेल खान्छ। जो बिरामी पर्दा तुलसी र बेसारको तातोपानी बनाएर दिन्छ, र मृदु मुस्कानसहित भन्छ — “सब ठीक हुन्छ।” माया त्यसैसँग हुन्छ, जो साथी जस्तो हुन्छ, प्रतिस्पर्धी होइन। जो कहिलेकाहीँ रिसा…
Do I want to be an ascetic , a plumber , a prostitute, or a businessperson? What should people write in my obituary when I die? I don’t want to live as someone else’s slave — not to a boss, not to passion, not to society’s expectations. I don’t w…
If you stay silent, I’ll keep still, Let time unfold the way it will. But if you speak, I’ll softly start, To be myself, with open heart. You’re beautiful — your soul, your grace, A calm the world cannot replace. A tender storm, a sacred flame, Yet…
फुलकुमारी प्रति समर्पित । कति भाग्यमानी होला त्यो व्यक्ति, जसले उनीसँग बाँकी जीवन बिताउने अवसर पाउँछ। उनलाई म सृष्टिको सबैभन्दा उत्कृष्ट व्यक्ति भन्दिनँ, तर उनी मेरो लागि पूर्ण छिन्। उनको सामिप्यमा बिताएका प्रत्येक क्षण अत्यन्तै मधुर लाग्छन्। हामी अ…